I couldn't say that I don't love my job.. Hell yeah the job rocks. To be surrounded by masses of colors ranging from lipsticks to eyeshadows; perfumery that lined from wall to wall and skincare by the barrels, it was the ultimate girls' playground. The cherry on top would be the great camaraderie of some my peers. However someone wasn't happy I guess..
It's freaky to think about it tho.. I didn't wanted to step on anybody's toes. Nor did I wanted extra attention from anybody; I just wanted to work. HAPPILY.
You know.. I don't think it is wrong to follow orders. ( the store was going through changes and I got stuck doing the store room.. Not that I mind. I was in charge of the maintenance ) Every damn time I asked the guys outside if there's anything to be stored in the backroom nobody said yes. And every time at the laaaaaaaaaaaaassst hour, voila! some strange cartons were already lined for me to push in. That is if I'm lucky. There's many instances whereby the tubs of goods were left outside for me to push in. It's like a slap. Thank god I have a few kind souls who are willing to help me and/or understand my predicament. Oh don't get me started on the incident that this specific girl actually refused to help me carry a tub from the floor to the third shelving! She told me to my face that so and so is free outside so why don't I call him? She's busy apparently. Damn girl what was so wrong to put down that 2 pieces of items that you're holding and help me push the damn tub?! You're in the same room as me! It is not easy to maintain a store room. From minimizing used space (which is the biggest bother) to trying to keep it sanely organized. Bad enough that a few eggs in the store do not understand the meaning of "organize", there's this turmoil of attitude everyday!
That's the eggs. Now let me start on my ex boss. Ohhhh well the wicked sir of houndsworth. This is the kind of superior one's heart will always have issues with. Yes he did change the formulation of the store's KPI. But this person has no heart. During his presence, many a times I had broken down thinking that I had not done my job properly. He had refused to understand that I had not been given the proper guidance therefore may not be apt in handling every thing. Every day was a truckload of stress. I have a receipt from a trichologist as proof of stress. I have never seen someone so power hungry as him. So hungry that simple issues like staff wellbeing is secondary to him. All he wanted was a great report card. Some need to slave through 14hour shifts for close to a week for his report card. Others.. Well, others tried to get on his good graces and gung-hoed with him. But for this group.. They've already had a rest day. Gung-ho all you want... The rest can see through your fake enthusiasm. LOL. Such a face palm moment!
Racism. Well that's another issue that was deployed by this man. So vile in thinking that I wish I could cull his throat. This man has no respect to my faith that he actually said one day during the fasting month, "if I made you thirsty, tell Allah that I'm the one who made you thirsty." Like what was THAT supposed to mean man??? We all know you're agnostic. No need to drop remarks like that! I have a feeling he's an inborn illuminati. He prays to money to get more money.
It got so much for me that after one fateful day I decided to NOT wake up for work. I was already suicidal and had 7 tabs of Ambien the night before. Thats like too much. Should have wrote a letter to my mom that if I'd ODed from it she could file a case against my boss for slavery and malice.
But I'm happier now. Cos I do not think this new company will be as malicious as the last. To those who wanted me to fall in my last job, may god guide you.
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